ACK mothers!

Ok i called my mum today back in england to talk to her and tell her what hubby is doing for me (getting me a line out in so i can call all my friends and family with out having buy card all the time $15 here and there soon amounts up)

Any way i was expecting a nice convocation with my mum we don't get talk a whole lot.
Telling her about how cloie is , Houses we looking at and what i had for xmas (yes i had my gifts all ready haha) And her reply was yet again making me feel guilty for moving to the states going on endlessly about how i was her right arm and i left her and she will never get over it and how she will never see cloie or me (she very mela dramatic swears she going die every year)

And then i try bring the topic up to a happier level i was on my head peace about go shopping for a coat for cloie because we are going new york for xmas and of course much colder than NC, And i told my mum about this and she go so mad at me saying how i should have told her i was going to new york and mad i wasn't going there but going new york ,So i spent 20 min explaining i had only found out the night before and driving too new york is a lot cheaper than flying to England especially when we are not even paying for the trip my father in law is so we can see his little sisters at xmas and staying at my mother in laws house.

And her reply to this was "Cloie need's to be here with me" in a very dry monotone voice, My response to this was to not get mad and stay relaxed because it is not the first time she said it, I said "no she need's to be with me, You will see us in august next year" (we going there next year for my sisters wedding) her reply again monotone and dry "Well im going kidnap her" I know you all must think im over reacting but me and my mum..... yea i always stood by her through everything but she was a drunk and drug abuser and as u can imagine like most mothers like that you deal with the brunt of it all, And she never got fully over her depression and brake down. So sometimes plays on my mind (hubby cant make it because he will be working or deployed and cant get time off school) so will be just me and cloie and it keeps playing on my mind now. Sorry had to rant!