Anyone getting a little sad about baby 1st birthday?

I know this sounds CRAZY, but I just looked through my baby book of Thane and all the pix of my pregnancy, my , and his calendar of his first year, and I am getting really sad that he is almost 1! He started walking on Dec 30th and I just have a little toddler now. I guess knowing he is the first biological and also the last just really makes it sad also. Does anyone else feel this way? its like a bittersweet thing... I am obviously so proud of him and HAPPY that he is almost 1, I just miss my wittle bitty baby you know? I miss being home with him too

He is gonna have a BIG Backyardigans Party!!! I have made a special slideshow that I can't upload which makes me angry at Photobucket...but anyway, its like 10 min long and I'm gonna play it while everyone's here. The songs I used are Baby Mine, Beautiful Boy, and In My Arms. I made one for Blaine too, since his birthday is the 21st. We are having a chili/soup lunch and only having our family. Granparents, my brothers and sisters, and then Thane's 2 cousins on Ray's side. And that's it! I spent over a hundred dollars already on the Backyardigans theme! His cake is gonna be awesome! I can't wait to post all those pix

Anyway, I just wanted to vent a little. XXXXX

LMAO, not at you ginny, but did you see my post "Awwwww *sniffle*" lol, cause i basically said all the same stuff! kaydance turned one today, and im sooo happy that shes getting older and learning new things and developing into a beautiful bright little girl, and at the same time i want to cry and scream where did my baby go?!?!?! i want my itty bitty baby girl back!!!! i know exactly what you mean hun, you are not crazy!!! lol, either that or we both are?

Thanks Georgi and Nika!! Duh, Nika - I TOTALLY remember reading your post just the other day I am glad that its not BOTH of us that are crazy!!! I hope Kaydance had an AWESOME 1st birthday!Post some pix!!!

Georgi, I know :cry: it seems like yesterday we were talking about our "symptoms" and getting upset when showed up!!! It's been since 2006 though! Time has literally FLOWN by and it is pretty sad. But, look at what we have - 2 beautiful little boys!!! You have a little bit yet I know to be thinking of Theo's 1st birthday, but thank you for your sweet comments. I can't even begin to believe how much Theo will change also between these next few months! Its crazy! I wonder if he'll get loads of hair at once like Thane!? I wonder if I hadn't have had Blaine how many kids I would have by now...maybe just one! I love Blaine though and wouldn't trade him for the world!! I have a slideshow of him I want you to see.

Well...this one is Thane's .https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpLXB0jRp7s If you don't have time to watch it, it won't hurt my feelings! LOL Itsl ike 10 minutes!!!!!!!

I need to find Blaine's and i'll post it later - it has tons of pix ya'll have never seen cuz it when he was 2 or 3 - my computer crashed when he was four and most of the early pix are gone! :cry:

anyway, thank you for your support!!! And you can use any aspect of Thane's party you want!I am just gonna have the slideshow on repeat on our tv while everyone is mingling. if i were to play it just once everyone would cry im sure!


ok...at 730 pm this slideshow of blaine isnt quite ready but check it and see later im not in most of them cuz i took them! lol https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mjevsnc3BdA

Ok Ginny!
I just watched your video and it made me cry!!!!! What a beautiful gift for Thane!
You have a wonderful, beautiful family.
Thanks for sharing!
And no, you aren't crazy!!!! I don't want Owen to get teeth because I know it will make him look older!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! thane was a penguin for halloween?!?!?! hahahahah i love it!!!!!!!!!!

thats a wonderful slideshow hun, its beautiful!!! and it had like my fav pic of him youve put online, by the water in the little red beach chair with the sunglasses hehehe

awe! Thanks Lou Lou and Nika! yes, Thane was a penguin for his first halloweeen! wasn't too keen on it but he had no choice HAHA!!