Thinking of You Sparkles...

Just wanted to let you know that.We're all here and thinking of you.Wishing you healing and comfort in this difficult time.Please get strength from looking at Kyrah,she will help you heal with her innocent love and sweetness.We are all here if/when you need us and please let us know how you are doing.Big hugs to you sweety.

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Hey Sparkles, I am constantly thinking of you and your beautiful family and for you all to have the strength to go thru this rough time once again. We are all here for you and I know how difficult it can be, because it doesn't seem like everyone is constantly thinking of you, but in our hearts we all know each other so well and feel your pain I really wish I could be there to give you a big 'ol hug and treat ourselves to some yummy chocolate and/or your choice of treat xox (((Sparkles)))

Sweetie, we love you. You are such a big part of our online community here, and you have been a support for me for just under 3 years now!!! Take all the time you need to heal sweetie, we are all here for you.

Thinking of you during this sad and difficult time. I can't even begin to imagine how you feel but I am still here along with all the other girls to support you whenever you need a shoulder to cry on. Please look after yourself and use us whenever you need to get anything off you chest! Like Holi said, look at Kyrah whenever you need strength. She needs you to be strong as she depends on you so much. Enjoy every moment, kiss and cuddle with her! xxx

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry, I'm thinking of you at this awful time and just wanted to give you a big Big hug XX

I'm so sorry you're dealing with this. I hope the dr's find the reasons soon.

Aww hunny, My love and thoughts are with you and your family at this time. Sending lots of love and hugs over the ditch to you. xoxoxoxo

Sweetheart, I spoke to my friend about you last night & we 'both' sat there and said that we hoped there would be a happy ending to all of this, upon reading your latest post I am genuinely very saddened by your news, it's just awful that it has happened again, I do think that your Dr is right - your body needs time to heal maybe not 6 months but certainly you need to let your body get 100% healthy again, so that when you fall pregnant that little bean has the best possible chance. My thoughts are most certainly with you at the moment darling. x ♥ x

Oh Sparkles I am so sorry hun that you are going through this again. Sweetie I really don't know what to say but just know that we are all thinking of you. I hope the dr is right and it's just that your body has been through so much lately, makes sense. You have your beautifull little girl which is proof that it can and will happen for you in the future. Sending massive amount of hugs your way hun xoxoxo

I've written elsewhere but will say again how sorry I am for your losses, and that you're very much in my thoughts. Wish I was closer to come over and tell you this in person though! lots of hugs and love sweetie, it's just not fair and I'm so very sorry.

Oh no Sparkles I am so very sorry. I just got back from FL and i was thinking of you while i was there wondering how you were. I am so sorry. Take care and know we are all here for you! XXXX

Thanks so much everyone,
We are doing good, enjoying very second with our gorgeous girl sure does help.

I am still bleeding a little and today i passed a little more tissue and had a little pain but now gone, the hospital did tell me to come straight up to the ER if i passed more or feel sick, but i am sure i am fine, i have had border line migranes for the last three days, which i am assuming are from bleeding so much and hormones, nothing i take has helped.
I am looking forward to giving my body a rest and healing. Will see how my cycles go and we might start trying again july or August but just take it as it comes so far. I have been at work this week mon and tues so i have been busy, it keeps my mind off thing event hough i work with children lol.
Thanks once again for all your supporta nd i look forward to sharing another wonderful pregnancy journey with some of you later downt he track xoxoxoxox
I amvery excited to share everyone elses journeys with them and please dont feel afraid to share them or show your tickers etc, sometimes i feel a little sad when i see the girls tickers getting to 20 plus weeks from when i was first pregnant, but i am also excited for them all. Os in a way its a good coping stratergy for me
loveto you all xoxoxoxo

sparkles wrote:I amvery excited to share everyone elses journeys with them and please dont feel afraid to share them or show your tickers etc, sometimes i feel a little sad when i see the girls tickers getting to 20 plus weeks from when i was first pregnant, but i am also excited for them all. Os in a way its a good coping stratergy for me
loveto you all xoxoxoxo

OMG sparkles, I totally understand your pain from my first miscarriage, was sad to see the other ladies continue on without me I sooo wish we could of shared this journey together, it's not the same without you

sparkles wrote:Thanks once again for all your supporta nd i look forward to sharing another wonderful pregnancy journey with some of you later downt he track xoxoxoxox
I amvery excited to share everyone elses journeys with them and please dont feel afraid to share them or show your tickers etc, sometimes i feel a little sad when i see the girls tickers getting to 20 plus weeks from when i was first pregnant, but i am also excited for them all. Os in a way its a good coping stratergy for me
loveto you all xoxoxoxo

sparkles, I just have to say how much I admire you....you've been so strong, so positive through all this. You are an inspiration, and I truely mean that. And while it might be easy right now to focus just on yourself, here you are supporting all of us while we're supporting you. You're an incredible woman.

Thank you Beth, that was very kind, I appriciate everyone support , theese forums and others have been such a help to me for the past couple of years, i dont know what i would have done without them and EVERONE xoxo

I second what Beth said, it's amazed me the number of times in the last few days you've asked about me Even on Monday when I was at the point where I lost the first baby, you were right there hoping the day would go well and understanding why I was feeling anxious. That's pretty darn incredible considering what you're dealing with! I don't know how you do it but I admire you and love you lots!! ((((hugs))))

and we are missing you!!! x ♥ x

Georgi wrote:and we are missing you!!! x ♥ x

I agree, miss you sweetheart xxx

Thanks ladies
Well I had a bit of a downer day today, i think it all dawned on me. But feeling a bit better now. I am definatly gonna do some tests if the hospital and get some accupuncture again and i wasnt going to temp, but i am considering it again as it will help us prevent for twomonths and know my cycles are on track when we do ttc again. good news is that my bleeding has pretty muched stopped now! Yay and so have the migranes, i have also been getting hot flushes at night, i guess from hormones??
I am sure i will start to feel myseklf again soon

take your time hon, it will take a bit for your body to get back to normal. If you feel like you have lower energy still, or are a bit weak, do keep taking your prenatals until it gets better. I know it seems like a slap in the face to take them after a m/c, but my doctor recommended it for me until I had my energy & strength back so I kept them up for awhile after the loss. I think it helped. Just a thought.

It's okay to have many days you feel down, no one would ever expect you to recover in one day, so give yourself the time you need. you are grieving a significant loss, and more than one really because it can take months to fully heal and go through the grieving process. It looks different for everyone but just take the time you need and be really kind to yourself.

We're here anytime, you know that, and we love you!!



xoxoxo